I made it safely through California. I visited with five different benzo people. It felt good to talk to people who have mostly healed (and who helped me through that 3 year wave I hit) and to give hope to others still suffering.
I am now in Sedona, Arizona. The red rocks are breathtaking. I always said that when I healed I was going to visit the Grand Canyon. It’s about 2.5 hours away. I am debating about visiting soon, or on my way home. I am asking God where I should go every day. I’m sure he will give me direction.
I am learning how to do so many things on my own that I was unable to do in withdrawal. I am also learning to ask for help when I need it. For example, after days on the road living out of my van, I needed a shower. I asked a woman at an AA meeting if I could stop by her house and use her bathroom. She was kind enough to say yes. Let me tell you, a hot shower when you have developed a “funk” that keeps people at a distance is pure heaven! 🙂
I am happy. I am content. I am excited to wake up every day and start the adventure. Life is unbelievably sweet.
I don’t have much access to the internet, so please pardon the days in between posts. I will put up videos as soon as I am able. (I am at the Sedona public library posting this.)
If you are still suffering in withdrawal, please rest assured that it does come to an end. I know I felt that God had abandoned me in my suffering. I see now that wasn’t the case AT ALL. He was there all along, and the experience changed me in the most profound way. I am sure God is with you, and that when you are healed, you will be in an amazing place.
I’ll check in again soon. I’ll do my best to see as many of you as I can. I’ll be on the road at least another 11 weeks, unless something changes.
From the road…. with my love,
Jennifer
Are you going to make to southern Oregon? I would love to meet you
I’ll do my best!
So glad to read your post..I envy you the adventure of this journey….thinking back to the summer and where you were then….and girl, just look at you now. Be safe and take good care of yourself andShakespeare….hope to see you…
Wow, so awesome. God Bless and keep on going.
This is the most incredible, inspirational journey ever! If you find yourself near Rochester, New York, I’d love to have you stay with me, especially if you need to wash off that funk.
Sounds beautiful I’ve heard Sedona is very healing and spiritual. Thank you for your encouragement. I have a beautiful Las Vegas/Henderson view of the Sheep mountains in my backyard my door and shower await if you find yourself nearby.
Sounds beautiful I’ve heard Sedona is very healing and spiritual. Quite an experience. Thank you for your kind words of encouragement and hope. I’m so far away from where you’ve gotten to now in recovery. I am hoping… My door is open and guest shower awaits if u find yourself near Las Vegas/Henderson. I have a beautiful view of the sheep mountains in my back yard to enjoy. Take care.
Yay!!!! Glorious visual. Victorious adventure! Can’t wait to read what’s next!
So exciting to her! You give me hope! Be safe on your journey.
Love reading these! If you come through lubbock,Texas. Please stop by. I would love to help 🙂 -Levi
Loved seeing you again. So happy for you…xoxo
You are an inspiration to many!! Be safe and hope to see you in Texas !!!
I’m so glad to hear that your journey is going well! Sorry to have missed you in So Cal…I’m hoping that you are feeling good and enjoying the beauty of nature..especially Sedona, how wonderful! Safe travels! Can’t wait to hear the details of your journey!
God bless you Jennifer. You are amazing. I love you so very much and I don’t even really know you in person. Hollywood needs to make a movie about you. Did you see the movie Wild? Your story is even better.
So nice 🙂 Thank you for posting. Stress is a almost a killer in states lately..Today a bit better..Glad theres this. Trust is an issue..cant afford again to see my counselor..but basically pay daily bills..have looked up a job..and called the local college again..taking my time tho..Prayers of your journey to continue as well as can be 😀
Idk i go on not much sleep ; (
Dear Jennifer
I’m following your journey and I.m so happy for you to have made it so far . Please come to Tucson and I will be happy to let you sleep in my bed and take as many showers as you need to.
Hope to hear from you!
Love Devi