Thursday was a horror show. For those of you living through withdrawal, I don’t need to give the gory details. You already know.
Friday I woke up braced for another trip to terrorville. But it never happened! Instead, I found myself feeling more like my old self. My mind was quiet. My body wasn’t in too bad of shape. I even had a cute guy hit on me! That hasn’t happened in so long. *laughs* I have been in such an altered state no one dared get close.
It’s happening. Healing.
I know not to get too excited as I’m not out of the woods yet. However, the dip down into normal was just what my weary heart needed.
I woke this morning to my usual burning, tingling, and pain, but my mind is more quiet. I’m still here in people! Yes, indeed. I am still in here.
Keep holding on. The vets who are healed and keep reassuring us that we too will heal are right. I’m beginning to believe them more and more.
I’m throwing on my overalls and heading into my garden this morning. the sweet peas need deadheading. The sunzilla sunflowers seedlings need to get planted. And the butterflies are waiting for me to sing to them. Of course!
Have a splendid day. Hope you can find something to help you distract and hold on.
If you need a listening ear, drop me a line.
drjenniferleigh@gmail.com
Wonderful news! Very Very Happy for you! I just got back to my gardening!
Decided it was time. There is something so rewarding running your hands through
dirt (ha ha) seeing that first sign of a seedling or plant bloom. Does a Heart good.
May healing, wellbeing be yours today. With many more days awaiting you, Dr. Leigh.
Peace, love &Happiness
MsA
I have replied before: i JUST went thru the same nightmare, and yes healing happens and sooner that you may think you will feel like your old self again, and will have no issues from this experince but you will be happier that ever,, and eager to enjoy life TO THE FULLEST,
IM so gald for you, and again I can promise you that you will heal totally¡¡ Joel mtz
Oh its good to read this, Jennifer! Many congrats – hope from my heart, the progress continues with same speed like this.
Would love a picture of your garden…
Love from
Dorte Bjørgulf Søgaard
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SO wonderful!!! SO encouraging to hear!!Needed this message. I, too, had a horrible Friday and then today expected the same, but was so more normal–no burning, no severe dizziness. Thank God we are all healing!
Awesome, keep on going. Keep on updateing. Peace.
So glad to hear such happy news!
Peace,
Debby
Congrats,it must be so good to start feeling better.what kind of Dr are you?…continued healing,all the best. Rob Date: Sat, 4 May 2013 14:56:32 +0000 To: rtg57@hotmail.com