It Sucks.

There is no polite way to describe the feeling of being misunderstood. It sucks. It’s uncomfortable. It’s demoralizing. It triggers our nervous system into a fight, flight, or freeze response even though there is no physical danger. Any type of judgment or evaluation sets off our threat detection circuitry. (That’s true for all human beings, not just those in benzo withdrawal.) When we don’t feel seen, heard, understood, or respected, our body naturally gears up to protect us. That’s an added burden on an already compromised nervous system for those in benzo withdrawal.

Why Don’t They Understand?

There are many reasons why friends, family, and even doctors don’t understand the suffering that benzo withdrawal can cause. For some, the adage that “ignorance is bliss” is their way of navigating a complicated, chaotic world. They don’t WANT to know about difficult, painful and perhaps scary things. For them, it is more comfortable to dismiss these things as either non-existent or not significant. When I was deep in the throes of healing from a cold-turkey off of the benzo I had taken as prescribed, I ran into a few of these types of people. They argued that “doctors know best” and refused to entertain the thought that the medical community could be flawed in any way. That idea shattered their illusion that allowed them to feel somewhat safe in the world. If they got sick, they needed to believe that the medical community would know exactly what to do to help them. Others simply couldn’t entertain the thought that real suffering exists for innocent people. That idea scared the heebie-jeebies out of them because they wanted to believe that if they played by the rules and were good people, nothing bad would ever befall them. I encountered a few of these types of people. I was told that I must have done something bad to deserve what had happened to me. (Like you, the only thing I had done was trust my doctor.)

Others seemed to understand that I was suffering, but they couldn’t grasp the depths of that suffering. These people were prone to offering unasked for advice. “Think happy thoughts.” “Eat purple foods” (yes someone actually told me this would stop my withdrawal symptoms). “Be positive.” “Get out and do more.” “Get a job.” The list of suggestions that people offered me was a long one. None of the suggestions were helpful as none of them would remove the benzo withdrawal symptoms, and some were impossible to do, given my severe disabling symptoms. People offer unasked for advice because they truly do care and they think they are being helpful. They want us to feel better. Oftentimes it is hard to experience someone suffering as it reminds us of the pain and anguish that exists in the world. Being made aware of others’ suffering reminds us that we may one day suffer, and we don’t like to be reminded of that reality. So, we do our best to advise others on how to stop their suffering so that we don’t have to face our own vulnerability int the world. Giving advice makes us feels as if we somehow have control. But giving unasked for advise is a type of judgement. We are, in essence, saying, “You are doing it wrong. Do this and you’ll be better.” And what does judgement do to the nervous system? It puts it into a self-protect state where we are reactive instead of rational—not the best place to be to live our best lives.

Many people don’t understand our suffering because it is so out of the realm of normal. Who can wrap their head around the bizarre symptoms of benzo withdrawal? Who can grasp that a tiny little pill—and here is the kicker—taken as prescribed by a medical authority could cause such a cascade of horror? (I’m sure there are other reasons for people not understanding us and therefore not being there for us.)

What Can We Do?

Whatever the reason someone doesn’t understand what you are going through in benzo withdrawal, their inability to be there for you is about them, not you. Remember too, that the natural hardwiring response to being misunderstood is for the nervous system to go into fight, flight, or freeze. Let’s look at some of the ways we can reduce the stress and strain of that happening. However we respond, fight, flight, or freeze, we will feel the stress hormones flooding our system, which won’t feel good on top of our benzo withdrawal symptoms. Here are some tips on dealing with a “I feel misunderstood” triggered nervous system and coping with others:

  1. Remind yourself that “state drives story.” The self-protection response of your nervous will most likely drive a negative internal narrative about people, places, things, life, yourself, etc. Just observe the thoughts. Don’t buy into them. You don’t have to believe your negative judgemental thoughts.
  2. Remind yourself that people who misunderstand you reveal their limitations. Their judgments aren’t about you. They are all about their own biases, beliefs, fears, etc. We can offer those who misunderstand us our compassion instead of our anger. Easier said than done, for sure, but we can do our best to think our way through to a place where we can let go of what others think about us.
  3. Walk it off. Rock it off. When our threat detection circuitry fires up, it is good to move our body to help move the stress hormones our of us. Walk around the block, or better yet, take a walk in nature. Too benzo sick to walk? Sit on the edge of your bed or couch and rock side to side.
  4. Use this formula to respond to people: “When you… I feel…”  This response is so helpful at reducing other peoples’ defensiveness (so that they can hear us!) that is is *almost* magical. The trick is state what it someone has said or done in black and white instead of using any judgment. For example, say, “When you tell me to think happy thoughts, I feel misunderstood (or whatever the truth is about what you are feeling). Don’t say, “When you act like you know what is best for me…” If you respond with anything that can feel like a judgment or threat you will have put the other into a self-protect state and they won’t be able to be there for you as they will focus on protecting themselves emotionally. In the above example, you leave room for the person to respond with “But I DO know what is best for you, or some other defensive response.
  5. Learn who you can trust to tell your truth to and rely on them for support. In other words, avoid the naysayers. You don’t have to educate anyone about the benzo withdrawal syndrome. It doesn’t matter if someone believes you or not, You know the truth. You know what you are experiencing. You know it’s real. You know you haven’t made it up. You know you aren’t seeking attention. And, hopefully, you know what a badass warrior you are for getting through benzo withdrawal!
  6. Avoid debates on social media about benzo withdrawal. Again, you don’t have to educate anyone or give advice. Keep your focus on your healing. Let others find their own way with their healing.
  7. Become your best advocate. Educate yourself so that you feel confident that you are following the most up-to-date ideas about how to navigate benzo withdrawal. Knowing that we are armed with the best information can help us to more readily and easily let go of others misinformation and/or judgements.
  8. Become curious. Instead of reacting verbally with a defensive statement to someone who doesn’t understand what we are going through, we can do our best to summon some curiosity. “I’m curious how you came to that conclusion.” “I’m curious what makes you have that belief.” True curiosity, instead of reactionary fear or anger, can diffuse a potential conflict and keep the peace. The trick is to be sincere, not sarcastic!
  9. Forgive. I know, it’s so hard to offer forgiveness, especially when we are so not ourselves in benzo withdrawal. However, forgiveness is the ultimate form of compassion. Forgiving those who aren’t able to be there for us goes a long way to helping us feel better. Carrying around resentment, fear, anger, etc. doesn’t help us heal.
  10. Gently offer a suggestion when you think it won’t be met with defense. Say “I know you care about me and want to help. The thing that would be the most helpful would be to ask me “What do you need, and how can I help?” When people ask those two questions, they give us agency over our lives and put us in the drivers seat. And that feels incredibly good in our nervous system!

Safety Is The Answer

No matter how you slice it, being misunderstood is a bitter fruit to have to swallow. Given that the brain and nervous system NEEDS and CRAVES safety, whether that is physical or emotional safety, it stand to reason that people react protectively to not feeling understood—they react to the perception that we are being negatively judged. Safety is the answer to everything. It allows us to grow, heal, and transform for the better.  Safety can be an elusive feeling or percpetion in benzo withdrawal, but we do well to foster it to the best of our ability.

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