by Jennifer Leigh | Jun 1, 2020 | Uncategorized |
This is not a typical post from me. It may be triggering for some. Read with caution. I have pondered and prayed for days—what’s the right thing to do in the wake of the murder of George Floyd? Do I write about it or not? After all, it’s not benzo related.... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Apr 20, 2020 | Recovery |
Chances are, most of our friends and family members have never experienced benzo withdrawal. They have a hard time understanding what we experience. They can’t appreciate how much effort it takes to get through a day or to hold onto the hope that we will heal.... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Apr 13, 2020 | Coping Skills |
Healing from the damage caused by taking a benzodiazepine doesn’t happen linearly. It’s not like recovering from a bad cold— each day getting a bit better, a bit brighter, after the peak of the infection. Healing comes in what is known in the benzo... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Apr 4, 2020 | Recovery |
The definition of trauma is to be unable to do anything to change the situation. i.e., the loss of control or a sense of helplessness. In benzo withdrawal, we feel traumatized—feeling that we have no control over what our bodies or our minds are doing— we don’t... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Mar 29, 2020 | Coping Skills |
When I think back to my taper and the months following my cold turkey, I am overwhelmed by the memories. It’s painful to remember what I experienced in benzo withdrawal. And it’s painful to know that many of you are experiencing some of the same things.... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Mar 21, 2020 | Coping Skills, Recovery |
Dear Benzo Buddies, My apologies that it has taken me a few weeks to connect with you here. As you may know, four weeks ago, I came down with the flu and was incredibly sick. I took some time off from individual coaching but managed to lead my Mornings With Jenn... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Feb 27, 2020 | Curing Fear |
We are bombarded daily with new updates about the COVID-19 virus. News outlets and social media share sad tales about the unfortunate souls who fell ill and never recovered. We watch the number of countries with active outbreaks rise, worrying when the virus will... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Feb 5, 2020 | Coping Skills |
It is not advised to abruptly stop your benzo. Doing so can result in life-threatening symptoms such as seizures. It can also result in some of the more cruel benzo withdrawal symptoms such as auditory, olfactory, and visual hallucinations, extreme terror, paranoia,... 
by Jennifer Leigh | Jan 21, 2020 | Coping Skills |
People who are still tapering often ask me what they can expect once they step off their benzo. They ask me what my experience was like. Mine wasn’t typical because I jumped from .625 mgs of Clonazepam. Don’t cold turkey! Unless there is an urgent medical... by Jennifer Leigh | Jan 20, 2020 | Coping Skills |
There have been a few life-changing realizations in my life. One of them—perhaps the most life-changing—was the realization that I was either for myself of against myself. I had the choice to decide how I wanted to respond to my thoughts and feelings. I couldn’t...